This is how my days go. Sadness day by day and the horrible feeling that life is without objective meaning. Here is nothing for me. No god, no teacher to tell me whats this all about. When I was little I thought adults knew everything and they will teach me everything I needed to know. This is why schools are for right? I was wrong. They are all blind cowards who go day by day doing same miserable shit driving themselves insane. Desperatly doing things just to be remembered. I don’t want to do this. Someday everything will end you and me fear of being forgotten and will be. Nobody will be remembered forever. I wish I believed in god just for sake of happiness.
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aeloquence :this is something I wrote, I know its not good and I didn’t tell anyone before I just wondered how many people would reblog/like it.
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